This Is The Right Time?

this is the right time?
once in a life time...

so i find it hard to sleep
the sun is shining in my window
life's in flow
making music in the morning
keep in going...i always said
let's not lose it
feel the flow, flying in a fantasy
with you i'll go...

now something has entered in my mind
shattering all of my thoughts
it's not good
it's jus one big waste of my time
but what can i do to recall?

in my confusing...
Jakarta, 1st July 2008
[aprilia]

Curhat [Part 4]

Dear Honey,

i've never felt this before
everytime you call
i've waited there as though you might not call at all
i know this face i'm wearing now
i've seen this in my eyes
and though it feels so great, but i'm still afraid
that you'll be leaving me anytime...

don't let me fall again for nothing more
don't say you love me...if you're not realy love me
don't tell me that you need me...if you're not realy need me
don't give this feeling...if you're not realy mean it
make it real or take it all away...

i've caught myself smilling alone
just thinking of you...you and you...
and dreaming of your touch, is all to much
you know i don't have any choice
cause my choice is you
yes...is you

Jakarta, 1st July 2008
[aprilia]

Curhat [Part 3]

Dear Honey,

You know all the things i’ve said
You know all the things that we have done
And things i gave to you
There’s a chance for me to say
How precious you are in my life
And you know that it’s true

Baby...
To be with you is all that i need
Cause with you...
My life seems brighter and these are all the things
And be with you till the end of time
But sometimes...i feel that,why are you so far away?
You know that it's very hard for me
To get my self close with you

You're the reason why i stay
You're the one who cannot believe
Our love will never end
Or it's only in my dream?

Honey...I just wanna get myself close to you


Jakarta, 27 June 2008
[aprilia]

Matahari Ku

Berjuta warna pelangi yang ada didalam hati
Sejenak luluh dan beranjak pergi
Seakan tak ada cahaya lagi
Dan aku pun terdiam dalam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku...
Suara tangis bathinku
Kubersedih karena panah cintamu menusuk jantungku

Ucapkanlah wahai matahariku...
Semua puisi tentang hidupku
Semua tentang ku
Yang tak mampu menaklukkan sang waktu



...untuk matahariku
tetaplah kau menjadi matahariku dan sinari hari-hariku

Jakarta, 13 June 2008
[aprilia]

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need 'em again some day
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end


I dedicated for somebody out there...
Thanks for being a part of my day...

Jakarta, 5 June 2008
[aprilia]

Persahabatan Bagai Kepompong...

Dulu kita sahabat
Dengan begitu hangat
Mengalahkan sinar mentari

Dulu kita sahabat
Berteman bagai ulat
Berharap jadi kupu-kupu

Kini kita berjalan berjauh-jauhan
Kau jauhi diriku karena sesuatu
Mungkin ku terlalu bertindak kejauhan
Namun itu karena aku sayang…

Persahabatan bagai kepompong
Mengubah ulat menjadi kupu-kupu

Persahabatan bagai kepompong
Hal yang tak mudah berubah jadi indah

Persahabatan bagai kepompong
Maklumi teman hadapi perbedaan


untuk sahabat-sahabatku
untuk teman-teman yang menjadi sahabatku
...adakah kalian mengingatku

Jakarta, 4 June 2008
[aprilia]

belum ada judul - 2

Aku adalah seorang wanita yang menahan langit...
Bianglala berlari menembus mataku...
Matahari menempuh jalannya menuju hatiku...
Pikiranku bagaikan awan-awan...
Tetapi kata-kataku pun belum juga keluar...


Jakarta, 2nd June 2008
[aprilia]